Before I blog about anything else.. I really want to say SORRY to my dear friend. I am sucha blur. We were supposed to meet up. However, due to some miscommunications, I decided to cancel the outing. And I actually forgotten to message Jieying about it. I only realized it when she called me at 6 plus.

First was Celine. She mistaken my meaning in my sms, then now Jieying. I really have nothing to say.. except sorry. I am sucha blur.

As everyone graduate from school, gatherings became rare. Everyone is busy with their own things, and their packed schedule.its been so long since we had everyone. as in.. 5+4. Instead, we met new friends, new clique.. like Lianhao, bixia and all.. The guys in NS, booking out only on weekends. For the girls, either working or starting school soon. Well, this entry seems to be going nowhere. just me yakking.

A random question struck me the other day. When u feel sad or bloated with troubles, and u feel like talking to someone.. Who will u call? Its been so long since i last called someone becos I am feeling down. Nowdays, I chose methods that are more independent. Retail therapy, jogging, or blogging. I do have a special friend. someone whom are not very reachable nowdays, but I do appreciate that whenever I msg him about things, be it complaints or to share some news.. he's always there. Sometimes you don't need someone to really agree with what you say. But it just need someone to reply a comforting statement like " I understand". I believe it takes effort from both parties to get a relationship going, it applies the same for friendship. Sometimes I believe, a simple message like "How have you been?" from a friend whom you have not seen for sometime will make your day.

Well, this is just a random entry.

Been busy the whole afternoon.. doing some clean ups and stuff. everything else except to study my notes. 140Qns tests on monday. I have yet to read a single set of notes. As I kept complaining about the things that I have to learn.. I kept reminding myself of my objective here. To learn and earn.

keep it going. I can. I hope.
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