back from work.

I am getting quite used and sick of this routine.15 hrs outside everyday. altho time passes very fast during work.. but the time left before slping time is like.. damn limited. So this entry is squeezed in.. cos i needed to let out some stuff off the chest. and i dont know who can i talk to.

it got pretty sad when turnard starts and meet ups with friends become so rare. As a matter of fact, yes, i really miss my friends. everyone. those tt i promised a lunch or dinner date, like meiyin, shuzheng, eve etc.

it made mi pretty happy to recieve random msges from friends.. like celine asking if i am still alive and kicking.. and also pema.. telling me abt the crocs sales. For a moment when i checked my phone after work, it did made me feel better that well, someone remembered me. :)

Work has been hectic. lotsa permits everyday. Tuesday was the busiest. just mi barry and elvie for my post. with hundreds of permits. I mean it, a gd 100 plus. Tho busy, but i was a happy busy girl.
Now that we are already half way thru the turnaround, many times.. when I look at the way ppl work.. I tend to look back at myself.. and i would start to think.. if i can really survive in this kind of environment for a few more years to come. I always recieve questions from other department, asking why I want to be an operation technician. In others, I see the weakness in myself. Sometimes I really cant help thinking if my optimism can get me thru.

Like i always say, I draw energy from people. its always the people who kept me going.

work aside.

monday was my off day.
3and.. it was.. a HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY for siewling!
Watched Angels and demons with travis. well, i haven seen this guy for like 3 yrs. hahaha..
the movie.. was.. great. i like it a lot. :):) den dinedine at ajisen.
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