went kbox with may and Jackson today, 2-7, weilun joined us at 5 plus.funfun. =) may and jackson kept k-ing all the mayday de song.. and me with all the emo emo songs. lolx. fun session.. may was like damn high. and i'm like.. so passive.

anyways, thanks weilun for being there.Its so nice having a friend hu can read if i'm happy or sad without me having to spell it out. and of cos for the countless effort to cheer me up. I'm not sad exactly, jus have a little more things on my mind den usual.

Do u know how much it hurts to look at someone in the eyes. and u feel the tears swelling up ur eyes. and yet. they dont know why.

i wish i'm stronger.
i wish i can flush u away from my thoughts.
but all these need time.
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