been like starring at this page for 5 mins.. and i dun noe where to start.

first and foremost, celine is down with chicken pox. so it's now 5-1 for girls. i'm going to miss my nonsense partner. gotten back some results. din do well for ISET. i guess my memory is falling me.. or is it tt i haven been putting enuff effort to memorise all that. just 4 more weeks to the semestral papers. way to go.. for vivas reports and all. have to make it thru. its now or never. these few days, graduation for the seniors. its a wake up call that, next graduation will be ours. 3 yrs of poly life is going to end jus like that. like a blink of an eye. gosh.. gotta treasure the remaining time left to attend lectures tuts and labs.. for its too early to think if i can actually enter the university.

I had some strange encounters with people. with all the NKF stirred up, people tend to be very cautious to whom they donate money to. and yet... just very recently, this normal lady in her thirties approached Adrian, Pema and I for $2 so that she can have her lunch. it is nt abt how much she is asking, the underlining thing is that, why would a well and abled person jus ask money from others like that. it speaks a lot abt dependency and laZiness. another encounter was just yesterday at the mrt station, i was using the automated machine to top up my ez-link card. Then came this lady who tapped me on my shoulder, i was listening to songs then. And she asked..if i can top up $10 for her cos she need to go to the hospital to visit a friend. Initially i thot she was saying like, i use nets and she pay me or smt.. in the end, i remember that tt machine takes cash too! and i went like UH. and she repeated. I just merely shook my head and said i dont have money and I went off. it's pretty ridiculous for people to come and jus ask for money like that. Is it that singaporeans are known for their compassion towards needy people and others just take advantage of this.. it's really sad to know.

Been feeling sick, thanks to the hot weather nowdays. dengue, fevers, cough, sore throat. friends out there. do takecare. for myself, migraine has been making my head suffer a lot. and i truly think that aspirin is a splendid discovery!

u said i can trust u more.
i feel so naive to have believed in all your words.
i'm not exactly sad.
just disappointed and angry.
disappointed in u
angry at myself.
I thought i know u,
but seems like it was all wrong.
I thought i will cry,
but i held back my tears.
cos i told myself i wont cry for u
u aint worth it.
i'm learning to let go.

Sometimes you have to let go of someone to see if there’s anything there to hold on to
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